27.9.03

hmm, mom dun allow me to go mugging with frens. she say dunno wad mugging with myself is more effective than mugging in a group. i seriously disagree lol. oh well stuck at home for at the rest of the day. shall look at it in a preparing-for-exams point of view and not think too much about it. haha.

shall keep myself occupied with mp3s for the time being.

Emotionless
Good Charlotte

Hey dad, I'm writing to you
not to tell you, that I still hate you
just to ask you, how you feel
and how we fell apart, how this fell apart

are you happy out there in this great wide world
do you think about your sons
do you miss your little girl
when you lay your head down
how do you sleep at night
do you even wonder if we're all right

but we're all right, we're all right

it's been a long hard road without you by my side
why weren't you there all the nights that we cried
you broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life
it's not ok, but we're all right
I remember the days, you were a hero in my eyes
but those were just a long lost memory of mine
I spent so many years learning how to survive
Now, I'm writing just to let you know that I'm still alive

the days I spent so cold, so hungry
were full of hate
I was so angry
those scars run deep inside this tattooed body
there's things I'll take, to my grave
but I'm okay, I'm okay

sometimes, I forgive
yeah and this time I'll admit
that I miss you, said I miss you


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