30.4.04

seriously i've never wondered about how i should live my life. its always like a day-to-day thing, never really sort of planning what i should do in advance. now i have this funny feeling that i'm going to screw up something big time soon, common tests maybe. i just can't get my thoughts straight on studying. serious studying was something i rarely did in secondary school, dunno why. change of environment and outlook maybe? guess so. i may get good grades for some subjects, but somehow it just does not give me any reassurance. maybe i should start changing myself.


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