30.6.04

blardy hell. was happily watching smallville yesterday when my whole estate suddenly turned black black. i was like wtfff. of all times, it must be when i'm watching smallville. can't it be later? basket then when i looked across my window i saw the condo beside my block fully lighted up. felt so jealous haha. yq said must be someone dropped a tudung into the pipes in indonesia, tts why got gas disruption hahaa.

i feel like i've been losing some things and gaining them back again after some time. the cycle keeps going on and on. i've never really went to bother about it until recently. for all i know it may be luck, or it may be intentional. what if one day it just stops coming back to me, i really dunno what to do.

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want


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