4.1.05

hohums. 2 days into life as a sec4 and life is beginning to get boring. i mean seriously, compared to the days in sec2 where u get an average of 1 or 2 slack period a day, now you get like 3 full academic days every week. to me its damn stressing to even pay full attention for 6 hours, let alone absorbing the stuff taught. i think i need to adapt fastttttt.

had chinese first thing in the morning. marcus neo was like switching off beside me halfway into the lesson lols. chinese has never been my favourite so i naturally switched off as well haha. but i cant do tt anymore laa, if not i'll die when the o levels chinese comes. okay i must not do tt anymore. hmmm. then was bio, then chem, maths and english. zzz.

you know i dont really know what to do when things just strike me out of a sudden. somehow i always try to ignore them and work around them instead of working through them.

starring at the blank page before you
open up the dirty window
let the sun illuminate the words that you cannot find



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