28.3.05

im relatively free today. its the first day of school, teachers are probably still in the holiday mood. first thing in the morning was headmaster's assembly. i think bob koh is lousy at giving speeches. its neither engaging nor interesting, makes a great lullaby. edward gave an essay which i think i probably would screw up somehow, but other than that the day was slack. we were like listening to music during tong's lesson hahah.

i'm quite used to setting high goals for myself, goals that are not unrealistic, yet i know i cant reach them, and i expect myself to fulfill those targets. its kind of dumb i guess, i usually end up disappointing myself, but somehow when u eventually meet your goals it gives you this sense of satisfaction that makes you want to set even higher ones for yourself. its this whole perfectionist thing that really pushes me forward.


why am i telling you this? i guess because im pretty much free tonight, and i barely passed my chem test today LOL.

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you


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