17.3.05

march camp was hell lot of fun. should i type it out? hmmm okay whatever, shall dedicate this entry to it :D

camped over in school on sunday after enrolment. basically did some last minute preparations and stuff like that till the wee hours. played bridge and dai dee for a while before i felt tired and went to sleep. okay maybe not sleep, its more of trying to sleep with all the mosquitoes flying around and sucking ur blood. i managed to last for 1 hour ( pro okay lol) before i got feddup and decided to go sleep next door with people playing daidee. turned out they were like mosquitoes for a while hahaha, until they too got tired and slept lols.

before camp i made up my mind to be serious with everyone else, especially with ppl like those in squad 1 who got too friendly with me. somehow i wasn't able to convince myself to do that. i only gave out less than 20 pushups i think lols. i wanted to do something to ben khoo for calling me what he always called me, but i gave chance :p eventually i think they all realised tt they shouldn't fool around so i guess its okay haha.

so they all came on monday. bagcheck and checking into bunks, then had station games in the afternoon. i was doing trustfall, the thing where u have to stand on a table and fall back into the arms of other people. it was really nice observing how the boys encouraged those tt didn't dare to fall to eventually fall. then was wargames at night. funfun! haha, and that was where my 20 pushups came from lol. erps :x

woke up at 4am the next day. had "amazing race". everyone in my squad was so looking forward to winning that they got from fourth to second at the first checkpoint, until they got yielded by kk's squad, basket lol. had to stone at the top of the hill for 15 whole minutes. eventually after like 7 or 8 other checkpoints we met up with xinrui's squad and then yizhang's squad, and we sort of finished joint 2nd eventually, with 4 other squads lol. then we pitched tents at changi beach and had field cooking. then had this fun session of songs and skit. and i got diao-ed like fk wth haha. at night the sec4s went to eat nasi lemak hehh. then we slept under the stars on the beach. nice :] woke at at five plus to do sentry with kong. i was like dozing off every minute or so at the bench and he was like waking me up with his crap lol.

the last day was washing up and stuff. had nice nice finale then break camp. this year's break camp was much less happening then previous years i think, but guess its alright heh.

i really realised alot of things during this camp. for one, i realised that my squad was though was not very full of life and stuff like that, we were unique in our very own way in the sense that we actually have this invisible, inexplicable bond between us, which is i think, invaluable to me as the ss. personally i think the camp told me alot about myself. i can't let myself do anything bad to others without any reason. its just me. i don't speak much too when im tired (sorethroat not included lol). guess im not that sort of encouraging person.


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