23.4.05

being naive is actually not a bad thing. in fact you sometimes see things many people dont. i remember the days when i was a small little kid thinking of being many many things, a pilot, lawyer and stuff like that. of course there was the usual nonsense such as robocop or power rangers, but thats ahem, beside the point =p i was really convinced tt i could meet my goal of course, being the small little mr as-if-i-know-everything i was lol. but i guess these thoughts and conviction wore off over the years. now if someone was to tell me that i can achieve that, i dont think i would have the same reaction i would have a couple of years ago. the world to me grew bigger as i grew older, and i started to be apprehensive about alot of things. but then again with the losing of naive-ness comes maturity, and i think it really narrows down your point of view by alot. some things can never be retrieved when you lose it. i don't wanna grow oldddddddd, hahah.


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