5.4.05

it hasn't occured to me in a long while that my life seems to be very boring. there's like a lack of stuff that i can blog about nowadays, other than the monos like school stuff and other things which are not meant to be told mmm. i guess to me blogs and diaries are different things. blogs are just some media where you say what you want people to know, unlike diaries where you have to write with your heart, if not it defeats the purpose of even writing it at all. i used to detest writing diaries when i was young. i always thought that it was useless because it just narrates what you go thru everyday, well at least thats how i was taught to write when i was five? haha. when i grew older i sort of learnt to understand myself better, to look at things from the big picture, and learnt to adapt to new situations i face. It sort of got interesting to actually think thru these thoughts and, i dunno, proceed on with life with a better and clearer picture of what it is. life is like a never-ending piece of puzzle, that you can only try your best to piece the pieces together, but no one will eventually see the perfect picture.


Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide


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