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apathy
10.4.05

the minds carnival was quite anyhow. i spent an hour picking cans with aaron and desmond and putting them back in position just for the chaoyang kids to go take a almost-impossible-to-miss shot at it and knock everything over again, idea courtesy of tan chiou yen for suggesting to use a bigger handball instead of a tennis ball erps. its so tiring wtf. imagine the immense satisfaction some of the minds kids when they knock down the cans, nevermind if they are eighteen years old. its just normal human nature to feel a sense of accomplishment right? mmmm. some of them are damn smart, they even came halfway across the line and just practically throw the ball at the cans, and off flying they go wee. some are even better, they just go straight to the cans and start whacking it with both hands as if they were his sworn enemies, tempurr! i think im abit too sacarstic, hmm. who cares ahha.

im starting to have this particular addiction to double fudge cookies again lol. some expensive craving that i'll try to abstain from. try.

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore



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